Finally..it's me!

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Finally..it's me!

Hello guys. I was searching for such a site for a long time and finally here I am.  First of all congratulations for this site!!I'm 17 years old and totally accepted myself as gay and I am really happy! However my life as most of gay guys has been and is difficult...I remember when I was 9, 3i dimotikou, at night I was dreaming of kissing my male teacher and I was cumming without really koning what that was. I found nothing wrong about it. In the next year as I was a shy, quiet guy some boy classmates started bullying me because I had no strength inside. For the next three years I cam home and I was crying. I didn't konw what was happening to me, I didn't want to go out, I was afraid of the society. I remember many times when my parents were going to weddings and were telling me to go with them, I was locked in the toilet and was crying for hours. When I went to the gymnasium, it was the first time I was watching gay porn. I was surprised when I saw all those handsome men being gay because I thought that all gays were ugly. I don't know if my father saw which site I surfed as at that age I didn't know how to delete history. In the meantime at school I only had 3-4 friends. One day two friends closest to me asked me if I was gay! I was shocked but I was suspicious that they would ask me that..I immediately said"NO!!! Wtf? ARe you crazy?" ..but I did know I was!In the next years while watching porn I was trying to find girlfriends and in fact I had quite many... Fortunately when I was at the 1st class of lyceum, I said "what Im I doing? Im gay and I have a gf?" .. so I ended up the relationship with my gf but I felt really sad because she was destroyed! I said I'm never going to do the same mistake. I like boys!!In the summer of 2009 I met many guys, had one night stands ..but what I wanted was a boy for me!<ed. text deleted due to inappropriate references>From them I am always happy, I like going out and I love myself. I met guys for more than one night stand. I knew what I wanted and I was proud of it. I can't change anyway so why should I be so sad? While seeing that guys my age are so confused, Im proud that at this young age I accepted myself:D.. I am so happy of me and I made many friends, most of them straight. I love my life and I am always optimistic.I look into my past life and I smile...I am so lucky I met that man, the married man!

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Edited by: Teenager on 23/12/2010 - 11:31
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Καταρχάς μπράβο σου που αποδέκτικες τον εαυτο σου τόσο γρήγορα! Και μακάρι πάντα σου να είσαι τόσο αισιόδοξος όσο είσαι τώρα.Καλωσόρισες στην μεγάλη οικογένεια της Accept!You really sound very happy, και μακάρι να σαι πάντα έτσι χαρούμενος με την ζωή!Kind Regards,

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Ο κάθε άνθρωπος είναι διαφορετικός και μοναδικός

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:)